Its been a while now. Almost a year infact. But it hurts the same. Any similar face, physical presence startles.
WHY couldn't it be the way she had thought it would be? hoped it would be? wanted it would be?
Wasn't it EVER mutual? Was it all a mere figment of her imagination? Didn't he ever feel the same goddamn way?
How is it that for one it is so easy to move on, like nothing ever happened. All those words, those implied thoughts... what about them? Was she simply reading too much into them? Or was she plain 'naive' , as he often called her.
One year ago she was so sure of what might be. But today she feels that maybe it was all just in her head.
but honestly, who can blame her? Not even she herself. The way it went on, the way they carried on, was it wrong on her part to expect something?
WHY do people even like to make the other person believe, hope or expect something when they can't live upto it? One day you are all over a person, the next day you refuse to recongnize them, even acknowledge them. Honestly! No use trying to win over somene when you can't even hold onto them. Or dislike it if they try to.
He came and made her expect. So much. Then went away, never bothering to look back.
And she? what about her? Didn't he bother to think?
Tap on her shoulder.
Great song this one. Do you want to dance, Anu?
Smiling, she got up and took the hand.