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Friday, May 23, 2008

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Its been a while now. Almost a year infact. But it hurts the same. Any similar face, physical presence startles.


WHY couldn't it be the way she had thought it would be? hoped it would be? wanted it would be?


Wasn't it EVER mutual? Was it all a mere figment of her imagination? Didn't he ever feel the same goddamn way?


How is it that for one it is so easy to move on, like nothing ever happened. All those words, those implied thoughts... what about them? Was she simply reading too much into them? Or was she plain 'naive' , as he often called her.


One year ago she was so sure of what might be. But today she feels that maybe it was all just in her head.


but honestly, who can blame her? Not even she herself. The way it went on, the way they carried on, was it wrong on her part to expect something?


WHY do people even like to make the other person believe, hope or expect something when they can't live upto it? One day you are all over a person, the next day you refuse to recongnize them, even acknowledge them. Honestly! No use trying to win over somene when you can't even hold onto them. Or dislike it if they try to.


He came and made her expect. So much. Then went away, never bothering to look back.


And she? what about her? Didn't he bother to think?


Tap on her shoulder.


Great song this one. Do you want to dance, Anu?


Smiling, she got up and took the hand.

13 comments:

Blueangel said...

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Winnie the poohi said...

Loved it!

nice twist in the end

all that matters... said...

Took me back somewhere... It felt like talking to myself..

arunabh said...

Pardon my curiosity but..
Is this pure fiction?
Or, is there a premise on which the story has been built?

kritzmat said...

pardoned...
and well, there is.

ishaan said...

Hmmm kinda reminds me of a lot of things really!!i loved the twist...if only life was like this...

nandini said...

i soooooo totally agree with u... i empathise n do understan wat u wanna say!!!
its all soooo true...

Sam said...

now this is true for many.. sadly there is no answer to it!! none....

kritzmat said...

@ ishaan
well...life IS like the twist you know. guess u just really gotta give it a chance! (say this at the cost of sounding uber philosophical)

@sam
ah well...cant afford to give more than so much time looking for answers now, can we?! look for a while, contemplate for a bit. if stil no good, then move on! :D

Mus said...

Excuse me, but what is true??
that people are selfish?
including you?

this sentence is just to get the rhyme through,
Now, stop being sooo blue ^^,

______

@sam, well if you ask the right questions you will get the right answers.

Anyway, I love to indulge myself in this kind of psycho-babble. I guess, its got something to do with losing yourself. But then I love the saner side of mine too.

You see, its all about loving yourself. You just have to accept the fact that you care about YOU more than anyone or anything else. It will bring happiness, honesty, integrity and all the other Ty's out of you. Wow, this paragraph has 8 "you" including this, that and the next you. I must love YOU. duh! Just j/k.



Oh! and maybe the twist is what you call "Bouncing Back" :P

kritzmat said...

lol. what a psycho analysis! the subject though might go a bit like "huh?!" :)

kritzmat said...

@ mus
too bad your profile page is inaccessible. if you have a blog, it would have made for an interesting read!

amishra said...

for Mus. Listen to him/her K. (S)He's a bloody genius!