Tuesday, April 7, 2009


Don't know what i feel. Don't know what i want. Don't know who i want.

Just that i do. Feel. Want.

What was a solution yesterday, has become the puzzle today.

What was nonexistent yesterday, has become a reality today.

What i wanted yesterday, no longer moves me today.

What i saw happening yesterday, seems but a mirage today.

What i want tomorrow, doesn't seem to motivate me today.

Am i a wuss? an escapist? Do i get carried away by inane random immaterial things?

Am i too foolish to let small things affect me now, affect what i am doing now?

Is it atrocious to let emotions and feelings influence you?

Am i foolish not to know how to get out of this? Or try hard enough?

Maybe. No not maybe, maybe. Actually.