Don't know what i feel. Don't know what i want. Don't know who i want.
Just that i do. Feel. Want.
What was a solution yesterday, has become the puzzle today.
What was nonexistent yesterday, has become a reality today.
What i wanted yesterday, no longer moves me today.
What i saw happening yesterday, seems but a mirage today.
What i want tomorrow, doesn't seem to motivate me today.
Am i a wuss? an escapist? Do i get carried away by inane random immaterial things?
Am i too foolish to let small things affect me now, affect what i am doing now?
Is it atrocious to let emotions and feelings influence you?
Am i foolish not to know how to get out of this? Or try hard enough?
Maybe. No not maybe, maybe. Actually.