K- E, you have no idea... yada yada yada... yada yada yada..
E- Dude. you ARE yellow bus special! WHY would you even THINK about something so useless when there's something special in store? i mean SERIOUSLY?
and... YOU HAVE NO IDEA. all this shit in your life is better than being bitten by a dog. trust me... (she recently got bitten by a dog, and got about 3 anti rabies injections in one go).
Kritika, you're the normal one here, believe me. your biggest problem is, you are surrounded by way too many abnormal ones.
hahahahahahaha! hahahahaha! i lowve you. :)
sometimes, it's when you are able to laugh at your problems, and look at the ridiculous side of them, you suddenly realize how lame you have been acting.
sometimes, it takes a friend ridiculing the whole situation and the people involved that helps you realize that the problem isn't as serious as you thought it was. it's when THEY laugh at it, help you look at the stupidity and immaturity of it all, when you realize how bizarre all of it is. helps you let go, like nothing else does. helps you feel whole again, realize that it's NOT you, not your fault.
small petty things, insignificant people... why in the world should they or anything else matter, even for a minute? who gives a flying fuck about them anyway?! you gotta keep things in perspective. sift and sort, sift and sort. when there are ten things going for you and one thing going against you, just forget the damned thing, and concentrate your energies where it matters, where they count.
sigh. and all it took, was a pack of cloves, hot coffee, a brilliant nippy evening, cold wind in my face, and some good company. cathartic, all of it.
PS- i am surrounded by some really amazing people. and it's at times like these that i realize this fact. :)