for once, even strong feelings fail to motivate me to write...it seems really hard to put them down in words today. probably because they are incoherent, confusing as hell and all jumbled up in my head? maybe? because am not even being able to sort through them, look at them in the usual matter of fact, no holds way? maybe again... this state of being is worse than being miserable. it

a) makes you feel sorry for yourself

b) leaves you stranded somewhere in the middle...its like you want to sneeze, but it just won't come!

c) a&b above make the situation damn irritating!