thousand thoughts crowd her mind. various scenarios. so many conjectures.. what if this happens? what if that? is this possible? could that be? varied visualizations. an annoying obsession. a sort of dread. a horrible unease. something claws at her insides. it hurts, the thought, the whole what-if scenario. soo bad. makes her think and panic.

but then cold reason comes in...how does it matter now? why should it affect her? it has nothing to do with her in the first place, and most probably never will again. so why should it affect her so much.

and then the momentary calm. once there, it's easier to put it all aside in the corner of her mind, and get on. for a while atleast...