so what do i call this? the Almighty's little joke on me?
i mean... WHAT in the world is going on these days?! there i am, sitting with this absolutely amazing guy in this lounge, talking over a couple of drinks and a couple of smokes. mind you, the person was a complete stranger till an hour back! sensing that we are quite enjoying each other's company, my darling friend, who is a mutual friend, decides to leave us for a while, and conveniently vanishes for one hour on the pretext of a work emergency.
so as i was saying...
there i am, sitting with this absolutely amazing guy in this lounge, talking over a couple of drinks and smokes, a virtual stranger at that..the guy is joking around, flirting, nothing too over the top, very subtle and understated, just how i like it...looks amazing with his curly hair and chocolate brown, bespectacled eyes and that cute smile...
...and i feel nothing. nada. zilch. all i can think of is my bed, where i can rest my weary head, zone out the world, and go off to sleep.
and as if that wasn't weird enough, this guy, who i had a thing for an age and a half back, and well, never completely got over till a while back, he walks into the place...and very nonchalantly comes up, long hair, beard and glasses and all...and gives me a hug...and talks for a few minutes, then leaves.. congratulating me for having found someone. i mean..WHAT?!
i mean... WHAT in the world is going on these days?! there i am, sitting with this absolutely amazing guy in this lounge, talking over a couple of drinks and a couple of smokes. mind you, the person was a complete stranger till an hour back! sensing that we are quite enjoying each other's company, my darling friend, who is a mutual friend, decides to leave us for a while, and conveniently vanishes for one hour on the pretext of a work emergency.
so as i was saying...
there i am, sitting with this absolutely amazing guy in this lounge, talking over a couple of drinks and smokes, a virtual stranger at that..the guy is joking around, flirting, nothing too over the top, very subtle and understated, just how i like it...looks amazing with his curly hair and chocolate brown, bespectacled eyes and that cute smile...
...and i feel nothing. nada. zilch. all i can think of is my bed, where i can rest my weary head, zone out the world, and go off to sleep.
and as if that wasn't weird enough, this guy, who i had a thing for an age and a half back, and well, never completely got over till a while back, he walks into the place...and very nonchalantly comes up, long hair, beard and glasses and all...and gives me a hug...and talks for a few minutes, then leaves.. congratulating me for having found someone. i mean..WHAT?!
2 comments:
Thats life hon! Fruity and nutty, you never know whats gonna come your way! Your mind wanders and its not your fault, happens to the best of us. So don't worry be happy and do go on a second date ;)
i will keep that suggestion in mind! :)
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