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Saturday, January 29, 2011

pocketful of sunshine

The sun is on my side
Takes me for a ride
I smile up to the sky

I know I'll be alright


back from class. having dinner while typing this. note to self: hot vegetable soup can be pretty damn awesome!

coming back to the reason for this post. i am so brimming with the feel good feeling right now! optimistic. happy. unabashedly grinning. and yes, this is surprising, considering i was in one of those bleh moods this very afternoon. the reason? my three amazing guys...saurabh, rishabh and dev. ...just like the old days. so much to talk of, so many things to share. funny how it's so easy to simply TALK with some people. you don't have to try, you don't have to think. you are simply around them, and things take care of themselves. not just momentarily, but otherwise too. how naturally they ease up everything. make you feel good about yourself. how the simple fact that they're just there, somewhere around, always, makes you smile.

saurabh...my huge jock like guy. the silly PJs, the lame cracks, the 'wacky' humor, the gossips, the shared ambitions, the easy confidences. a typical guy, yet not quite so. pretty simple in his approach to life and everything else. reserved with most, but a livewire with those he's close to. and man...what a goss! lol. i love his take on things. one of my favoritest people.

rishabh...the brainy idiot. and destiny's favored child. pretty typical in his outlook, and well, a bit of a hypocrite. but also one of the most generous and grounded people i've met. suffers from the 'foot in mouth' disease though. can say the weirdest of things at the worst of times. and yes, he's worse than me, if that's even possible. heh. but he is also capable of doing the nicest and sweetest things for you, on his own. things which make you realize how lucky you are to have someone like him around. if there's something he can do for you, he will. also, the guy who drilled the 'jack ya check' funda into my brain. how astonished he was by the fact that i don't believe they can work everywhere. his exact words: kritika, you're so innocent. and so naive. lol.

dev...my dev! :) i lowve you! what can i say about you? i think everyone who knows me has had me go on about you constantly. dev did this, he did that. he is so irritating, he's so nice.. heh. one of the very few people to whom i can say just about anything and everything. i can be mean, say harsh things, just about anything, bang the phone on him, not see him for months together. but i know that the next time i pick up the phone and call him, and it's all gonna be ok. i don't have to even apologise, or try and make it right. because he understands. and how. i don't think anyone has seen me so broken, so down, and so many times. most think i'm incapable of it i guess. the one who's had to be on the other side so many times, to hear me break into tears, or rant, or curse. i don't think i've shared this much of myself with anyone else. and i guess that's exactly why you feel so strongly about things which affect me, and are always looking out for me. i don't think anyone else would understand me this way, around who i can be this way. and i guess that's exactly how i feel about you too. you're my favorite gossip girlfriend. my 3 am friend. my crying shoulder. my disaster-management consultant. lol. i love how things are so uncomplicated between us. and i hope this is how they remain always. :)

you guys can make me smile anytime, anywhere. a phone call, a few hours here and there... those college days won't ever be back again. we'l never sit on pavements, looking at cars pass us by, or lie in the winter sun making future plans, or have the time to talk with each other 5-6 times a day. we'l meet new people and temporarily forget about each other. but that's all ok. because we know that we can count on each other, take each other for granted, and will always be just a call away...

sighhh...what a senti post. this is what a weekend full of all three of you does to me!

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