i hate you

for the first time, i know what it feels like to hate someone with all that you're worth..

to want to hurt someone really really bad.

i might not do anything, but boy will i be cheering your fall, whenever it happens.

and you bet it's gonna happen. because i know it will. and i want it to. so much.

no one deserves it more than you.

i never knew anyone could make me feel this way.

now i do, thanks to you.

i hope you suffer, and hard.

cuz that is th only salve..
know what makes it worse?
the fact that i had to realize i was capable of this, thanks to YOU...