had been waiting for this for long now. and am finally there now. that stage where you're no longer lonely but just alone? it's a place and state i had left long long ago. years maybe. but now i feel i am back there. that point where you are alone, but you like it there. you're at peace.. with yourself and the world around you. it's not like people or things stop mattering suddenly. it's just that everything becomes so much easier to handle and cope with. you can breathe in, take it easy.
funny how things keep happening all the time, all around. you might be upset about something, and it might seem like the end of the world. but then a friend will come to you and tell you about what's troubling her. or someone else will have a similar kind of tale to tell. or something else might have happened at someone's work... parents, work, lovers, siblings, careers... when do we stop and sit back and take a note of things? when do we simply sit and breathe in the fresh air? sit and enjoy the weather and feel the wind playing with your hair? get lost in nothing in particular. let our mind wander just how it likes...occasionally making you smile, occasionally making you teary eyed? why keep running around for this and that and this and that?
it feels wonderful to simply put your phone off the ringer, to shut the computer and the laptop, to simply take off and spend some time with yourself. does wonders for you.
if something is meant to be, it will be, right? there's a right time for everything and all that jazz? if it doesn't feel like it, then it most certainly isn't the end of the road. just don't try and hurry and flounder in the process... :)
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Very true!
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