sensitive? yes... the extent, quite unfathomable.
affected? yes...the reasons, quite inexplicable.
bothered? yes...the apprehension , quite unreadable.
such small things...so much impact. everything goes through. everything hurts. can't fathom.
defenses at an all time low. the pain, the bloody pain.. nonchalance is hard to fall back on.
where is the damned indifference? that cloak is the only protection...
where is the damned indifference? that cloak is the only protection...
a desperate need to shield, to protect. from what though? hard to explain..
everything is suddenly SO scary right now...
if only there was something to lean against, to depend on... damn the tears. they flow just like these words. senseless, random and fragmented. broken bits of riddles that circle the mind. confusing, annoying, hurtful.
never is it worth, nothing is worth...nothing enough, nothing good enough. oh god!
1 comment:
Calm down and unclutter ur head! have black!
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