LIFE AIN'T ALL HAA HAA HEE HEE

she said i feel stranded

and i can't tell anymore

if i'm coming or i'm going

it's not how i planned it

i got a key to the door

but it just won't open

i know i know i know

part of me says let it go

that life happens for a reason

i don't i don't i don't

because it never worked before

but this time

this time

i'm gonna try anything to just feel better

tell me what to do

you know i can't see through the haze around me

and i'd do anything to just feel better

i can't find my way

god i need a change

and i'd do anything to just feel better

any little thing to just feel better

she said i need you to hold me

i'm a little far from the shore

and i'm afraid of sinking

you're the only one who knows me

and who doesn't ignore that my soul is weeping

tell me what to do

you know i can't see through the haze around me

and i'd do anything to just feel better

i can't find my way
god i need a change

and i'd do anything to just feel better

any little thing to just feel better

i'm tired of holding on

to all the things i leave behind

it's really getting old yeah

i think i need a little help this time
i'm gonna try anything to just feel better..

Life can be surprizing.. unexpected, harsh, cruel, unfair, yet inspiring.

Under most circumstances, we turn towards our perceived strengths, looking towards them for inspiration, motivation and belief, hoping that they would get us through when all else and everything else fails.

But then, there are those occasions, rare as they might be, when it's the failure of that source of inspiration, that spurs you on.
When something that you've counted on, turns against you, the sheer intensity of the pain that it causes, shocks you into action.

When something that you always thought and hoped would HELP you prove a point, becomes the thing you need to prove a point to..
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i read this somewhere..


"May you have the mindless/fulness to mute the judgments around you and tune-into your awesomeness and be in YOUR element".