i have been completely spaced out for the whole day today, thinking of nothing, anything and everything that may pop in my brain.i have been thinkin n wonderin about somethings but not been able to come up with the answers. don't even think that now that I'm writing about them ill be able to recall all of them. some of them, however are as follows...
how is it or why is it that though we have known someone half our lives yet not been really close to, becomes so close to us after going away from us?
how someone who's been close to us for so long, suddenly seems like a stranger?
you think that someone's perfect for you or apt for you but you still arn't able to somehow hit the right note with him/her?
even though you're surrounded by people all the time, have plenty of friends yet you feel that no one really is very important to you?
though you're surrounded by people, you feel they don't really care about you or you feel lonely even around them?
you're so close to someone or you like someone so much that you can't stand the thought of him being equally close to another common friend?
you wanna just go away, lock yourself in a room, but STILL wanna open up to someone?
for a while you're close to someone, able to open up with them or around them completely, but the next moment you just wanna clam up and curse yourself for being so transparent and opening up so much with them?
you hold someone at arm's length for a while but they still wanna come close to you, but as soon as you start letting your guard down, they wanna move away?
why, when you gotta think sensibly, you ALWAYS end up thinking sentimentally or vice versa?
why some people's smallest remarks affect you and break you but other people's biggest taunts don't affect you?
why you ever wanna hold on to someone who just wants to let go?
why do you feel its better to simply care but still remain at a distance?
if anyone does have any answers... you know where to drop a comment! ;-)
[ps: old readers will be forgiven for wondering where theyhave read this stuff before. primarily because it IS a repost. had very intelligently deleted the old one. : ]
4 comments:
Looking for the same answers, if you get them, let me know.
you bet i would. infact, would love to share them with the world! :)
how come u b me share the same boat each time????
u know wat ans to these ques r many but all fail to be believed by us cause v don like the ans... they rnt our ways... they r not watv want!!!
Ah! I agree with the one above. We don't like the answers. Sometimes I think people (which includes my old self. I'm a lot saner now ^_^)like being sad, overly-thoughtful and remorse.
Let's compare this habit to "Sneezing". The first sneeze gives you that feeling. Accchhhoooooo! Ah! Wonderful! (lol, just to add some effect). It hurts but you love it. But 10 more Accchhhoooooo's and you feel sick(obviously) and hate it.
The watery phlegm and other stuff is just the compounding remorse which could be compared to our social life, viz. drains out in the process.
^^,
Anyway, it's good to wonder a lot, if it doesn't hurt :)
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