Passing Thoughts..

[ok, these are random thoughts at different points of time, which i simply noted down in my cell phone over the last few months, never having enough time to blog about..]

September 15, 2010
the winner takes it all..
the losers compelled to applaud..
the spectators watch..
and the curtains fall.

September 24, 2010
the price you have to pay when you're not ready...could cost you your dream. :|

October 3, 2010
when i want what i want as badly as i want, then WHY is it so hard to work for it? is it because i'm not as convinced about it as i tell myself i am? but aren't these confusions and deliberations present in everything we take up? think of?
why is it so damn hard to make that effort?! is it because i'm scared that i might not succeed? that it would still elude me? that it isn't/ wasn't worth it? that it wasn't meant to be? then WHY am i even thinking about it, so much? analyzing, over analyzing, then deliberating, over deliberating, running towards it, running away from it, by turns...

November 7, 2010
you know, you sometimes absolutely refuse to pay attention to things, thinking it's a lot of effort, and think you don't like it... well, tomorrow is the D-Day, and today's when i am paying attention to all this stuff. and i'm liking it! i wish i'd put in more effort.. i could've so aced this! it's not too brain damaging, too difficult.. it's just interesting and challenging.. and i dont even have the time now to undo my stupid mistakes. but this is a promise i'm making to myself... irrespective of the result, i'm never EVER gonna do anything half heartedly. i'm gonna give everything i take up, the best shot that i'm capable of giving. what's the use of living with regrets? who does it help? hell, don't do it if you don't feel inclined to do it! don't take it up and make a joke of it! that's plain dumb and stupid, not to mention a complete waste of time and resources.. i've been dumb, but i'm not gonna be like that anymore. i don't know how wel am gonna do tomorrow, but am gonna give it my best shot. :)