know that feeling..
when you suddenly realize what a royal jackass you've been? how dumb and lame and idiotic? how you've overdone and overthought (if thats even a word) about something SO MUCH and in SO MUCH detail, that the very thing starts giving you nightmares and you wanna run from it and everything associated with it fast as you can?
when you suddenly get out of your sleepwalk and look around and go, "huh?...wha..? WHAT THE HELL! "
when you are struck dumb and so grossed out by your own foolishness and short sightedness? when you realize how terribly annoying you've been, and what a real pain?
when you wanna laugh at yourself, then thwack yourself with a wooden stick till you're black and blue, and shout at yourself at the top of your lungs because you're so fucking exasperated with your foolishness?
when you realize AFTER MONTHS exactly what or how you've become? and then running from yourself and then trying to come to terms with it and NOT rolling your eyes so much that you're scared your eyeballs may get stuck somewhere at the back of your head?
when you liked something so much and then you went all stupid and crazy and obsessive that you forgot your spellings (thank MS for spell check!) and when you realized your stupidity you start running from that very same thing out of sheer embarrassment and this acute desire to get away and run away from it all as fast as you can and not turn back and look around, for that while forgetting what exactly it was that had captivated you the way it had?
YES! THAT FEELING... that particularly earth shattering, ear splattering, all-be-damned feeling is what's overpowering me right now. OMG what DID get into me?!
excuse me while i barf...
when you suddenly realize what a royal jackass you've been? how dumb and lame and idiotic? how you've overdone and overthought (if thats even a word) about something SO MUCH and in SO MUCH detail, that the very thing starts giving you nightmares and you wanna run from it and everything associated with it fast as you can?
when you suddenly get out of your sleepwalk and look around and go, "huh?...wha..? WHAT THE HELL! "
when you are struck dumb and so grossed out by your own foolishness and short sightedness? when you realize how terribly annoying you've been, and what a real pain?
when you wanna laugh at yourself, then thwack yourself with a wooden stick till you're black and blue, and shout at yourself at the top of your lungs because you're so fucking exasperated with your foolishness?
when you realize AFTER MONTHS exactly what or how you've become? and then running from yourself and then trying to come to terms with it and NOT rolling your eyes so much that you're scared your eyeballs may get stuck somewhere at the back of your head?
when you liked something so much and then you went all stupid and crazy and obsessive that you forgot your spellings (thank MS for spell check!) and when you realized your stupidity you start running from that very same thing out of sheer embarrassment and this acute desire to get away and run away from it all as fast as you can and not turn back and look around, for that while forgetting what exactly it was that had captivated you the way it had?
YES! THAT FEELING... that particularly earth shattering, ear splattering, all-be-damned feeling is what's overpowering me right now. OMG what DID get into me?!
excuse me while i barf...
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